Celebrating Advent means being able to wait. Waiting is an
art that our impatient age has forgotten. It wants to break open the ripe fruit
when it has hardly finished planting the shoot. But all too often the greedy
eyes are only deceived; the fruit that seemed so precious is still green on the
inside, and disrespectful hands ungratefully toss aside what has so
disappointed them. Whoever does not know the austere blessedness of
waiting-that is, of hopefully doing without-will never experience the full
blessing of fulfillment.
Those who do not know how it feels to struggle anxiously
with the deepest questions of life, of their life, and to patiently look
forward with anticipation until the truth is revealed, cannot even dream of the
splendor of the moment in which clarity is illuminated for them. And for those
who do not want to win the friendship and love of another person-who do not
expectantly open up their soul to the soul of the other person, until
friendship and love come, until they make their entrance-for such people the
deepest blessing of the one life of two intertwined souls will remain forever
hidden.For the greatest, most profound, tenderest things in the world, we must wait. It happens not here in a storm but according to the divine laws of sprouting, growing, and becoming.
Be brave for my sake,
dearest Maria, even if this letter is your only token of my love this
Christmas-tide. We shall both experience a few dark hours-why should we
disguise that from each other? We shall ponder the incomprehensibility of our
lot and be assailed by the question of why, over and above the darkness already
enshrouding humanity, we should be subjected to the bitter anguish of
separation whose purpose we fail to understand… And then, just when everything
is bearing down on us to such an extent that we can scarcely withstand it, the
Christmas message comes to tell us all our ideas are wrong, and that what we
take to be evil and dark is really good and light because it comes from God.
Our eyes are at fault, that is all. God is in the m! anger, wealth in poverty,
light in darkness, succor in abandonment. No evil can befall us; whatever men
may do to us, they cannot but serve the God who is secretly revealed as love
and rules the world and our lives.
Letter to fiancée
Maria con Wedemeyer from prison, December 13, 1943
A shoot shall come out from the stump of Jesse,
And a branch shall
grow out of his roots.
The spirit of the LORD shall rest on him,
the spirit of
wisdom and understanding,
the spirit of
counsel and might,
the spirit of
knowledge and the fear of the LORD.
His delight shall be in the fear of the LORD.
He shall not judge by what his eyes see,
or decide by what
his ears hear;
but with righteousness he shall judge the poor.
Isaiah 11:1-4a
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